sian. still feel rather sad over the dragon boat tragedy.. maybe i've been reading too much bout it.. but it's like one's from SIM and one's from RV (and he's like only 1 yr older).. the impact seems so much greater.. seriously, we really don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow.. it must be very very painful for their loved ones.. and it seems almost impossible for them to get over their grief.. all they can be grateful for is that, the five of them lived their lives doing what they really like.. they lived for their passion.. and they left without regrets..
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i think this song may be quite 冷门 in the whole of 我很忙 album.. but i like! and oh yea, thanks deduan~ :D

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是
不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

today im in the moody mode. haha was already like that last night. and people had to make it worse today.

Nageb arrowed me today! and it's nthg to do with answering the qns he asked.. haha it's the "personal attack" type. i was actually fine with him saying stuff la. i mean, im definitely someone who can take jokes ( i believe so..) but i had to keep a straight face so that people didnt know he was talking bout me! maybe i looked like i was unhappy.. so after a very long while of observation, he brought the matter up again and apologised to "the girl". and during break, he came over to me and told me he was kidding. the many "sequels" to this joke made me felt really uneasy la. haiyah. but SERIOUSLY, i wasnt angry la.

then saw someone i really didnt wanna see. it's been sometime and this person has long been out of my mind. it was really unexpected today. and the "i-didnt-see-you" pretence was too much for me to bear. sighs.

then. bout sthg else.. i realised that it's very difficult to have a two-way relationship.. for friendships, relationships etc. as in, there will always be one party who gives more.. it's kinda sad sometimes.. that you have given alot, and yet your effort doesnt seem appreciated.. i think i've said this before and i met with a similar incident again today. and sad to say, it was the same person. then again, there are definitely people whom i've neglected and taken for granted as well.. sighs~

and the dragon boat tragedy.. Nageb mentioned bout the boy who was our Yr2 student, today.. it's really saddening.. there are so many things that are not within our control.. and it's so unexpected.. we've really gotta cherish the people around us.. sighs. and everybody, pls take good care of yourselves!!

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unexpectedly met lucasss downstairs just now. haha we did some catching up while he waited for his gf! it's nice that we can always pick up from where we left off. i love old friends! (:

had Esprimere outing yesterday, at Top1 KTV. it certainly isnt the TOP ktv around. cos it's still relatively new and all, the waiters there didnt really know their stuffs. and it was kinda screwed cos we changed like don't know how many rooms!? other than that, the lighting effects and smoke thingy was cool la. but it didnt make sense that we had to go to a corner of the room to pick the songs we want. haha. and ktv sessions with singing club peeps are more or less the same. we can NEVER get to sing ALOT. but it was still okay la. cos everybody sounded nice, i didnt mind listening =p and peiyin, deduan and i started to 自拍~ here's the collage proudly made by PEIYIN! :D

after that, the big group of us went to Shaw Towers for some vegetarian pasta~ i thought the food was okay. but some people (like dd :p) didnt like it. tsktsk. damn picky la! then we went to Suntec's Sky Garden~ and we sat in a circle and started saying lame jokes/IQ quizzes etc =.= sounds v sec school.. but it was fun! hahahaha. went to the arcade next and after all the bishibashis and the photo-hunts, we decided to go off~ and luckily we did! i almost missed my last bus!

i started getting v HIGH again towards the end.. hahaha poor peiyin, who got scared by me! but since it's alr the second time, im sure she didnt mind! :p HOR PEIYIN? hahahaha~ crazy me! :D

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played badminton with my family and my future bro-in-law just now and damn, im aching all over now. sighs. AJ PE was all for our own good. hahaha.

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You know that

I love you

You know that

I want to know you so much more

More than I have before

These words are

From my heart

These words are

Not made up

I will live for you

I am devoted to you

King of Majesty

I have one desire

Just to be with you my Lord

Just to be with you my Lord

Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul

And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you

Jesus you are the Saviour of my soul

And forever and ever I'll give my praises to you

(:

RAWR. you know what!? yesterday Alvin and Edwin said i look like Robocop (spelt like that?) in my new specs!! *sobs* like that how to put on!? means im gonna be Robocop for at least a year. im so damn upset. hahahaha.

stayed in school till 10pm to do the poster for Sitong and Tai-an. YAYS! Peiyin, Yongfa, Clemen, we rawk!! i like ENTHU ppl. thank goodness for these FEW enthu ppl. haha. anyways, they'll be having their Battle of the Voices finals tmr! at Hougang Hub! 11am! so if you guys happen to be around that area, pls scream and cheer for Lim Sitong and Lim Tai-an!! hahaha. the poster's not v nice la. but we took so damn long to finish it. so there's still a GREAT sense of satisfaction okay!! loves!! :D

Presenting to you MY artwork ( i drew, they cut! so of course it's MY artwork! =p) okay la, i'll stop this crap.

Presenting to you OUR artwork!! - Sitong&Tai-an, Our Superstars!!

Esprimere 挺你们！！！

:D

前晚凌晨四点钟突然从梦中醒过来。。。脸颊两旁湿湿的（不是口水啦！），心里好难受啊。不记得最后一次在梦中哭着醒来是几时了，大概是很小的时候吧。。。所以那晚的自己真的让我感到不知所措。一直告诉自己那只是一场梦，但却始终压抑不了心里的不好受。后来，哭着哭着，又睡着了。。。

最后一次哭应该是两三个月前吧。。。最近没有令我难过的事情发生。。。但我不能确定现在是否比那时的我快乐。以前有令我非常开心的事，也有让我非常沮丧的时候。。。比起现在，生活平平淡淡的，虽然没有难过的时候，但也没有非常开心的事情发生。。。好矛盾啊！>.<

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there wasnt any electricity for close to two hours just now. finally understood the meaning of 心静自然凉! haha. bleah.

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NEW specs!! :D not AA enough right. i don't dare to la. haha.

[ SING SING SING~! ]　萧敬腾 rawks~ :D

OHMYGAWD!! can someone pls find me a guy like 萧敬腾!? so super talented. so super cute. so super woodblock. damn!!

watch all of these!! i shall find more. nice nice nice!! :D









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dear Liane, you need to do your IBM assignment.

<3

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God

All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God

All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

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Even when the rest turned their backs on me, you were always there for me,
and will always be. <3

i love this! pls watch! =p

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

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getting upset over someone who doesnt even give a damn. how pointless. =/